#son équipe sait que tu travaille bien (après t'avoir demander si tu étais un homme ou une femme mais c'est pas grave )

[yeeiguess]

I stress so much about work, I constantly have to remind myself that I'm ok. I work hard, I work a lot, I work well. I do my best to keep everyone satisfied. I'm never falling behind for long. I've been keeping up to date on every client files for half a year+ and I was absent the last five weeks.

Sometimes I'm a little lazy, but I follow all the million always-changing rules. I ask too many questions but I also spend a lot of time looking for answers on my own. No one has ever told my manager they were dissatisfied with me. I was told directly that some people like working with me because they know I do my job well.

I work well, and I work hard, and I do my best like have always done in every job and it pays off. It's okay. I'm okay. I don't like the job, and it's draining and tiring, and all the collegues I like keep leaving and I want (need) to leave to, but for now I am okay. It pays shit but it pays the bills. I should be proud of myself because I keep going even when it's sucking my soul dry.

Ça va aller. Je ne finirais pas ma vie ici.